lepidopterologist

Harry might have spent the next day after spending the night in bed (just sleeping, just sleeping!) with both Q and James, over thinking it all. Wondering what it meant, what he should do next. What would happen next, regardless.

But somehow, that wasn't how he spent the day. Instead, he felt rather at peace with it all. So he spent his time overthinking something else.

He knocked lightly on the door of Bond's study, balancing a tray on one hand.

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lepidopterologist

Harry at some point managed to get a hand underneath Bond's shirt and onto his bare skin. God he felt good, warm skin, hard muscles...

"I'm so glad you didn't kill me when I washed up on the beach," he said breathlessly.

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provocateur_king

Bond chuckled softly.

"A good thing I didn't," he said as he pulled at Harry's shirt to strip him.

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lepidopterologist

Harry was still touching every bit of bare skin he could find, and his heart was also racing at an embarrassing rate.

Begging me to have you.

"I want you," he said breathlessly. It was true, though he also sounded slightly as if he were reassuring himself.

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provocateur_king

"I know," Bond replied as he made it easier for Harry and divested himself of his shirt, too.

"But are you sure you know what you want, Harry?" he purred then, easing in close. "What would you ask for?"

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lepidopterologist

Harry inhaled sharply. "James, I should tell you... I've never actually..." Somehow he couldn't bring himself to say it. Well, he knew exactly why. Part of the same reason he was in this position. Years of avoidance and repression.

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provocateur_king

"Never...wanted it enough to ask for it?" he asked with a hint of a sly smile and a glint in his eye.

"Or has the opportunity to ask never...risen?" he asked, boldly cupping the ridge of his cock.

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lepidopterologist

Harry gasped. “I didn’t… think I wanted it.” That wasn’t true. “Or I just… I never really sought out men, just took opportunities, and that wasn’t… the opportunity.” Or at least, it has never come up. And Harry had been perfectly happy with the sex he had. Just. Curious.

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provocateur_king

Bond moved in close to his ear, his breath warm as it feathered against the shell.

"The opportunity is here," he whispered, then bit his neck carefully.

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lepidopterologist

Harry's words caught in his throat for a moment and then he laughed breathlessly. "Oh my god, you love this don't you."

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provocateur_king

Bond drew back and looked at him, a soft earnestness in his eyes.

"I love you, Harry," he corrected.

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lepidopterologist

Harry blinked at him in surprise, and then his expression softened as well. "I - I suppose I love you too, James."

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provocateur_king

"You're not certain?" he asked, then pulled him close. "Should I convince you?"

He kissed him then, deeper and hungrier while his hands undid Harry's trousers.

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lepidopterologist

Harry wasn't sure that this was how James convinced him of that, but it was certainly convincing him of something.

"Feeling better by the second," he gasped against his mouth.

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provocateur_king

"Good," he purred.

Bond undid his trousers and dragged them down, just to bare Harry's ass. That way he could grasp each bare cheek and jerk him close. Bond wore a satisfied smirk as he looked into Harry's eyes.

"I can't tell you how often I've thought of this," he confessed.

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lepidopterologist

"You - you did an exceptionally good job of hiding it," Harry said breathlessly. "Though you did an exceptionally good job of hiding a lot of things once I got here."

And Harry had been thinking about it, too. Since the beginning, if he could be honest, though he'd felt like a monster for the thought even crossing his mind.

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provocateur_king

A shock tightened his chest and his gut. He knew how important it was to Q to keep certain things from Harry. Bond had to admit that the wizard was right. He, too, thought Harry would think he was a monster for the unkindness of his hands.

"I have no idea what you mean," he lied smoothly, then kissed him again to keep his mind occupied in the moment.

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lepidopterologist

There was something about James' reaction that was... suspicious. Harry had only meant that he'd hid so well who he was. He'd known who Harry was from the beginning, and hadn't said a word for so long.

And so his reaction meant that he was hiding something else.

But if Harry said something now it would derail all of this, and so... he just kissed him back with a soft gasp.

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provocateur_king

Bond kissed him deeply until Harry was pliant in his arms.

"Nothing matters but now," he whispered. "Just you and I right now."

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lepidopterologist

Harry's trousers were partly down now, and his hands went to James' as well, yanking at the fastenings. "I want to taste you..."

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provocateur_king

"By all means," Bond smiled, catching one more kiss.

"I've wanted you on your knees. I dream of it," he said against his lips.

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lepidopterologist

That seemed like just the sort of thing he would dream about, and Harry found he didn't mind at all.

He was a little nervous though. He knew full well that James had had a lot of sex in his life. And Harry didn't exactly have endless experience.

But when he dropped to his knees what he did have was sincere enthusiasm as he pulled out James' cock and wrapped his lips around it.

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provocateur_king

Bond's smile of approval was just a little smug. His hand rested a benevolent weight on Harry's head, fingers working against his scalp as the man bobbed on him.

"You're like a man starving," he said after a moment. "Have you been dreaming, too, Harry?"

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lepidopterologist

He wasn't wrong, exactly. And not because Harry was desperate for sex - he was quite content with his sex life with Q - but because he'd wanted James for so long even if he hadn't realized it.

He didn't answer - his mouth was full - but he did lift his eyes to meet James' as he sucked.